new pair of shoes

Boring sunday... no words... I went to the center to buy some sketchbooks to draw some stuff, but my room is not comfortable enough to be there drawing... maybe is only the grey sky over my silly head... I dunno... :-/Yesterday I bought a new pair of shoes, special for skateboard... I only need to learn how to skate, wow
I feel like a completely idiot... finally I've called her, I was too much worried... she's ok and that's good but I feel weird, maybe because I felt her really close a few weeks ago and really far one day later... well, not far, just disappeared. I don't feel ok today. I must close the book and start to read a new one. New and lonely life in Helsinki... completely different than I thought... probably I'm really bad in relationships... and who cares about me?